Just a reminder for when you find someone that actually wants to be a part of your life as much as I did, don’t watch obscene amounts of porn that gives you a warped sense of sex, its not all about you getting it off, you wonder why you cant last? It might be that your beating off at 90 mph everyday watching fake bitches dress up! You have a girlfriend who’s body is for your eyes only, who puts herself in your hands to make her feel good and not just for your pleasure only. Second, when you ask her to hang out with your friends and they’re girlfriends, don’t leave her and make her feel unwelcome. She’s your responsibility and you’re supposed to make her feel like a part of your life, that you’re proud of her and let her know that she’s beautiful when she’s around other girls that intimidate her. You’re friends are important but its your girlfriend that will always run to your side and be there for you 110%. Finally, if she tells you she’s unhappy and feels that you’re not giving it your all you make her feel like the most important person in the world rather than sitting in silence waiting for the storm to blow over. You’ve absolutely ruined this, so while your having a laugh with the boys over how stupid this is to you just think for one second of all the above and realize how much this has hurt me and make sure you never do this to anyone else
I wasted too much time chasing the wrong people, but if I hadn't, I would have missed the perfect opportunity with the most amazing person.